the author
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
i had a dream
aalis n dw kc xa!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
if only i could turn back time
dtu nlng muna bbnye :)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
separated!
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Monday, October 19, 2009
another used to be
cuz i don't normally do this so bare with me through this. there are so many things that i
want to say. but let me start by saying this saying i thank you. darling just because..
[Chorus]
i used to love someone that i didn't like we used to want to break up every other night. i
used to think realationships were a lot of stress. i used to think that pain was a part of
happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
another used to be.
[Verse 2]
I hope what i'm saying don't discourage you in any kind of way cuz i do believe that you have
the potential to be everything i need. i hope that you can really understand that i would hate
to be with someone new, and tell them what i'm telling you.
[Chorus]
i used to love someone that i didn't like. we used to want to break up every other night. i
used to think realationships were a lot of stress. i used to think that pain was a part of
happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
another used to be.
[Verse 3]
cuz it would only be another waist of time and all the moment to be raised i would bout my
mind. another memory a part of history. I cant forget cuz it keeps haunting me. Now that your
here is evidently clear, but i don't ever have to have this worry again again. ooohhhooooooo.
[Chorus x3]
i used to love someone that i didn't like. we used to want to break up every other night. i
used to think realationships were a lot of stress.i used to think pain was a part of
happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
another used to be
i love this song so much~!!! :)
Monday, October 12, 2009
october 12 ngaun
alm mu b andtu ulet xa smen, ewan ku kung tuloy tuloy ntu!! eto n nmn kme! tapos pag nag away aalis n nmn xa haha,,,
pag ginawa ulet nia un! ndi n xa makakabalek dtu noh!!
Friday, September 18, 2009
nagbago n b xa?
kay mac salamat sa pag aalaga mu sa mga baby nten, n dapat nmn tlga na inaalagaan mu eh hehe, ska tnx din kc kht n lage kita inaaway ndi xa naga2let, ska kc lage ku xang inuutusan pg andtu xa sa bahai,,
wla n kung masbi un lng muna!!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
we are family
c gwyneth vienne at georcelle vielle, at c mac, napaka epal iresponsable,,, puro PW ang ginagawa pro minsan nmn tinutulungan nia ku kya lng sapilitan p, at dapat pa2laruin mu xa ng PW,
bwct sa buhai nmen yang PW n yan eh by the way PW means PERFECT WORLD online game pu un, at marame ng adik dun, pati sa FB adik n c mac lalo n sa poker,
pro ok n n yan ang pinag kakaabalahan nia ndi ang pang bababae, kya lng may mga naba2litaan prin aku,
alm mu makapag work lng aku tpos maging stable n ung work ku hihiwalayan ku n c mac kc wla tlgang mangyayare smen pag ganito kme eh,
kelan nga lng nalaman ku n nag ttxt xa ky CPC, at alm mu b guztu p makipag kita ni cpc ky mac kc dw kukunin nia ung I.D nia,, hello........ luma n kya un noh kelangan p b un ska balik skul n xa kya bago na ang I.D nia bket kelangan png makipag kita pra lng sa i.d n yan ha!!!,,, dumidiskarte dva!!!! sus if i know sobrang guztu nia kc c mac ,,,, ndi n xa nakuntento ky too toot.... nia!!
hai nku pabayaan mu n nga un tapos nmn n un eh ska alm n ni mac ang mangyayare pag ginwa nia ulet ung dati!!!
sa ngaun ang dapat kung intindihin eh ang mag hanap ng work,, para ky veil at vien,, pra sa mga cute kong baby!!!!,,, malay mu dva may makila2 kung higit p ky mac!!!,,, edi masaya hehehe ang bad ku noh:))
ito c baby viel ku
ito nmn c ate vien
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
update no more
at cmpre andaming nangyare, nag away n nmn kme ni mac at dhil ulet un ky BHEB nia wla nmn n cla pro my communication pren at feeling ku guztu p rin xa ni mac, denial p kc c mac eh naha2lata tuloy!, svi nia id lng dw sus asa nmn id lng b tlg? napaka importante b ng id n un cchhee......
dva kung ayaw mu nmn tlg khit n gaanu k kulet ung guy, dedma lng!,, eh kung ineentertain mu xa edi ibig sbhin guztu mu din!, dva ??? tama b ku???? hmmf anyways
bahala n! kung anu man ang mangyare bhala n c mac dun kuncnxa nlng nia un noh!
may GWYNETH VIENNE n at GEORCELLE VIELLE, iintindihin ku p b xa,,,,, manigas xa noh!!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
mainarte c mac
nara2mdaman ku ung tibok ng baby ku!,, ang likot nia!, c mac nga pla mabait n nmn sken ewan ku b dun may saltik yta un eh, minsan kc tinawagan nia ku at cmpre madaling araw n nmn, lge nmn ganun un eh, pro alam mu natu2wa nmn aku kc aku ang naaala2 niang tawagan pag may mga ganung bagay n nangya2ri skanya, (about family), sken xa nagsu2mbong, cmpre gf aku eh, wla lc xang ibang masa2bhan, at madalas din pag my mga ganung pangya2re lge xang laseng, wla lng natu2wa lng aku!!
tingin mu b nagbago n c mac???,,,, sna ndi n nia ulitin ung ginawa nia nuon, kc promise ku tlg pag ginawa nia ulet un,,, pacnxahan kme first time kc un,,,, uo ba2ero xa pro pag nalaman ku n ung tungkol sa girl tumutigil n xa,, pro c *****, iba eh,,,, hinawalayan nia tlg ku pra dun!!,, kya nga ndi ku tlg makalimutan eh, pro cmpre, aku pren ang pinili, lage nmn eh pag sawa n c mac,, ganun ang nang yayare!
o xa cge dtu nlng! sleepy n tlg ku bbye!!!
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i dont know
sometims you treated me like im your girl and sometimes just a friend and when i ask you what is our relation you always answered that you dont know
im tired thingking of this stupid relation, please tell me, what is your feelings for me, what i am to you? cant you see you're hurting, me and its hard for me to move on because you continuesly hurting me. please stop playing with my fellings.
why dont you tell me what i am to you, tell me if im just a friend to you or you love me like the way i do. i will accept you again, i will give you one more chance. but if im just a friend , please act just like a friend.
i want you to know that i still love you
i made this when im in 1st yr highschool, so.... sorry for my grammar!!! :)) if yu have correction just comment in here thank you!!!
the things i never did
i thought id return the deed but i never did
do you remember the day we argued a thousand times and you're the only, one who always said sorry?
i thought id learn to apologized but i never did
do you remember the day i hurt you with my harsh word and you gently told me about it?
i thought id mend my ways but i never did
do you remember the day you cried to hard at my being naive and promised to change??
i thought id be so sensitive but i never did
indeed, there were lots of things i didn't do but you put up with me and loved me and kept your patience with me there were so many thing i wanted to say to you when you bid me goodbye i never did :(
Monday, August 3, 2009
everytime
I see a brighter day
And even if I have problems
They seem to melt away
Everytime I hold your hand
I seem to hit the floor
When it's time to let go, I hold tight
So it will last one second more
Everytime I kiss your lips
The world disappears
Even if it's for a brief second
It feels like years
They say you fall in love only once
But I know that's not true
For everytime I hear your voice
All over again, I fall in love with you
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
dont change
if i still see you the same way
cuz through these tryin years
weve, more then both physically changed
Dont you know youll always be the most
beautiful woman i kno
so let me reassure you darling, that
my feelings are truly unconditional, see
I'll love you when you hair turns gray, girl
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
the way i feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dont change
no, I was meant for you, and you were meant for me, yeah
And i'll make sure that i'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how its gonna be
Just as long as your love dont change
Cuz, im not impressed, more or less
by them girls on the tv and magazines
Cuz honestly i beleive, that
your beauty is way more then skindeep
Cuz everything about you makes me feel
I have the greatest gift in the world
And even when you get on my last nerve
I couldnt see myself being with another girl
I'll love you when you hair turns gray, yeah
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
the way i feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dont change,
no, I was meant for you, and you were meant for me, yeah
And i'll make sure that i'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how its gonna be
Just as long as your love dont change
So, dont waste your time
Worry about
Small things that aint relevant to me
Cuz, to my, understanding, your all i want and need
See, what im done say is im here to stay
And as long as you love doesnt change, for me
Baby, darling i swear, that i, i swear i aint goin no where
I'll love you when you hair turns gray, girl
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah
the way i feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love dont change,
I was meant for you, and you were meant for me, yeah
And i'll make sure that i'll be everything you need, yeah
Girl the way we are is how its gonna be
Just as long as your love dont change (ad libs)
i love this song by music soulchild
Friday, July 24, 2009
when he...
I get defensive
But then remember that he has a funny laugh too
When he shows me off to his friends
I get the feeling that he's proud of me
No matter what I do
When he says he loves me
I feel like a little 7th grade girl
I get all excited and feel butterflies
When he hugs me
I want to wrap my entire body around him
And never let go
When he kisses me
I get the feeling of falling in love
All over again, with every press of his lips
When he got down on his knee, with the sunset in the background, and asked me to marry him
That’s one time in my life that words could never describe
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
The Unicorn's Ride
A unicorn flew,
He was sent to find me...
He said by you.
"Climb aboard", he whispered,
"We must go for a ride..."
And into a portal of light
We rode inside.
The sky was so blue,
The fields so green,
With each explosion of light
Was a wonderful scene.
So happy we seem
And always together,
There was no end to your dream,
It just went on forever.
Then the unicorn said
"I have one more surprise..."
So we took off quickly
And pierced the sky.
Then I saw you sleeping
And dreaming in your bed...
I caressed your hair gently
And kissed you on your head.
The unicorn interrupted...
"I must now get you home,
But now that you've seen her dream,
May you never feel alone."
My heart is feeling heavy,
A fire burns inside.
Thank you so much my darling
For the unicorn's ride.
my love
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.
and so i did
- Before the fire, that winter's night
- None seemed so sweet as she,
- With winning smile, and dark eyes bright,
- And playful repartee.
- The dancing light - as round it flashed -
- To her seemed drawing nigh,
- Her slender waist pressed unabashed;
- Thus guided, so did I.
- It softly touched her cheeks aflame.
- I scarce repressed a sigh.
- It touched her lips. Dared I the same?
- Too tempting; so did I.
- Her ruby lips, half pouting, seemed
- My boldness to decry.
- Pa's step was heard. The flame scarce gleamed,
- Went out - and so did I.
AFTER VALENTINE
We’re just a good friend before
But everyday I love you more and more
I tried to tell you my emotions
But it’s just so hard for revelation….
But on 15th day of February year 2004
The most special day for me
You said that your heart belongs to me
And love me in your heart tenderly…..
My soul began to dancing
And my heart started to sing
Because of the wonderful feeling
That your love is bringing….
Now its time for me to tell something
As an answer to the words of your feeling,
But no words came out to me, only
“What took you so long to tell those words to me?”
about love
You love him because he is not, because he is you. This is being so; you must learn to accept him in his totality as a person. Growth is brought about by your indifference, which is one way or another, cultivates the relationship. It is also important to remember that trust is a vital element of many relationships. Unconditional trusts, no ifs and no buts. When you love, honestly love then you must be willing to sacrifice. There are times when hurts go so deep, when the pain is almost unbearable when you are about to give up. But loving is not giving up easily. It is being there when all have gone, when there is little strength left, when it is too much to stand. Loving is trusting. Loving is letting be. There really no difference between (as a matter of fact way) and (the romantic way) you might just be in a different plane of understanding which maybe a cause of misinterpretation.
When he says hes honest with you, then dont kill yourself by saying hes not. How did you know? His past experience is not enough to doubt him. If he can give you his (as a matter of fact way) of loving to the best, then accept it. And if he can love you the (romantic way), then do so. Please do not measure the exchange. Just be honest with each other and have an open channel of communication constantly where there is a free sharing of ideas, no ifs and no buts.
Nobody promises you a rose garden but you are a promise. Get the best out of it. Love and get hurt, learn and love again. It is a cycle my friend. It is a cycle of being experience the cycle.